so this one time

I forgot to post here.

I kinda miss it.

sometimes

she just disappears.

it shouldn't bother me. i should really just let it go. but, you know, firsts are a bitch.

i'm stuck in this lose-lose situation. i can't forget and move on. i can't initiate communication.

i just passively wait for something to happen. it's unhealthy, and makes me feel even lonelier than i really am. i shouldn't even be waiting around in the first place. but what else do i have to do?

so...

i'm seriously considering getting a chakram tatoo on the base of my neck when i'm 18.

jsoosch

is a mean

mean thing

what's there to complain about?

everything in my life right now is singing

everything is fluorescent unicorns eating rainbows and pooping cupcakes

everything is a cool breeze in Death Valley

everything is working out

just fine.

this

is burned edges

on stationary paper

ashing into my coffee

and my coffee is

my lifesource

why did i put the paper to the flame?

chemistry sessions

can be magical.

but only if they are with jessica stewart.