it shouldn't bother me. i should really just let it go. but, you know, firsts are a bitch.
i'm stuck in this lose-lose situation. i can't forget and move on. i can't initiate communication.
i just passively wait for something to happen. it's unhealthy, and makes me feel even lonelier than i really am. i shouldn't even be waiting around in the first place. but what else do i have to do?
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