Google this: Bokonon (specifically Wampeter)

i need to replace that 65 percent of me that is You,

and let you shrink down to an itty bitty 5 percent,

so that I can fill the rest of myself with new ideas, new discoveries,

and new hope for a healthier future.

i loved you then, and i love you now, but i won't let you be my "wampeter" forever.

i'm sorry.